too bad i got no one to make the above title a reality :-PHave i ever mentioned I need some...but cant get it? Yea....apparently im so fat & ugly even my own husband wont touch me. Nada, zip, zilch. Wont even put his arm around me when on the couch watching a movie. Ill snuggle in....and he sits, stiff....and not in a good way....arms by his side. *sigh*....once upon a time, i attracted men! Oh how i yearn for the long gone days of an ass grab...innocent boob touch...anything. Seriously.
Oh, and on top of that..... where the FUCK is my period? Seriously....do you have it?! Cause if you do...you can keep it.....but just let me know she's ok and safe...and her whereabouts. The not knowing WHERE she is is annoying. I was due last Friday. Arg-- not back to this again. Last month i had a regular 30 day cycle....i was sooo excited, i thought this messed up cycle crap was over--- guess not. And no, Im not pregant...it would be immaculate conception if i were... (see above if ive lost you already). Im tired of constantly running to the bathroom thinking she's here and prepping the dams. :-P....only to find nada, zip, zilch.
Had a nice good long chat on the phone with my sister tonight....about life....how work sucks.... both of us's kids wouldnt leave us alone while we chatted on the phone.... Paige kept getting out of bed....and Alex & Val kept badgering her....lol. It was nice to just talk shit.... anyhow, we decided we'll make this a weekly thing..... cause ya'll know i need some adult chit-chat!
Wanna know something depressing i realized tonight? We havent had one single person come to our house since September. Yes, September. We havent had ANY ONE. Not one guest, not a friend, kid, parent, relative, you name it. The ONLY people to step foot in our home since September is me, Mike & Paige. The last people to visit us was my parents. How many of you out there can say the same, eh? I bet you all have had some sort of friend or guest in your home several times since SEPTEMBER. Blah!!!
Pumped for this weekend. Trying to pretend my throat isnt sore again. Paige has been so cute in the morning--- she wakes around 6am'ish now.....trots into our room, and climbs into our bed and snuggles up with me and goes back to sleep. Usually just a short snooze...but its so sweet. I am totally NOT a morning person, so this really helps brighten my mood every morning! Nothing's better than cracking open your eyes in the morning and seeing this lil round face with big eyes smiling back at you ...laying right on your pillow beside you! :-) Shes usually cool too...and will run off into her room to play around 7-7:30'ish...and lets me snooze a lil more til 8am when i need to get up for work.
Ahh...and this week....big milestone.....gross....but still important--- Paige is learning to wipe her own bum after she poops! LOL! We figured she is gonna need to know how for preschool in the fall-- so far, so good....only one miss...otherwise, she's been clean....no marks in her undies! You totally have to be a mother of a lil kid to appreciate that.
2 comments:
Vicki you're being too hard on yourself!
I can totally relate on the bum! Reese insists every time. We use the Cottonelle wipes in our house and the other day there were like 5 in the toilet. I flipped and she said "I poo-pooed A LOT!" I guess you can't argue with that logic! LOL Congrats to you and P!
I had this whole argument/accusing discussion with Gerritt recently about showing some freakin affection! For me, it's like he completely ignores me all day long - everything is about the boys, and then when I'm about asleep is when he decides he wants to "cuddle"! :< Ticks me off to no end!! Maybe that guy of yours needs a SERIOUS heart to heart! (and/or ultimatum!) :)
Oh, and I hear ya on the bum wiping too! WTG Paige! We're still a work in progress....
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