No big news. Just getting emotionally drained and frustrated. Blood Pressure is great, his heart beat is great and strong, and I haven't gained any weight in about 3 weeks.
Had my 39 week, 6 day appt today (due tomorrow!), my OB checked me, I am super soft ("very, very squishy!" was her exact words) and 3 cm dilated.... but still very very high. She attempted to strip my membranes, but could barely reach them! I'm really sore now.... and just crampy.
I have the option to be induced...but there is no certainty to it, and it COULD end up in an emergency c-sec if my body truly isn't ready and doesn't respond in a timely manner....or it could also do nothing and we could be sent home. Those odds sent me into panic, and i balled my eyes out in the ob's office, unsure what to do. She couldn't tell me WHAT to choose, either. Im honestly just scared of being induced and it not going as planned... even tho I know delivery is always a game of chance, anyhow.
So as of right now...we're just waiting. Some more. Cause, ya know, we haven't waited enough yet. :-P
Trying to be positive. 1 year ago, I was in tears from yet another BFN. We got our baby boy now.... it's just now the frustration of my body letting him OUT!
