If I have to go back there......I will seriously hurt someone.....or myself.
I have cried too many tears, alone in my office out of frustration......for YEARS. and it's just piling up.
Tired of being talked down to. Tired of working a position I did not sign up for. Yes, things change over the years, but this is not even remotely close to what I got into.
I worked my ASS off to be in this industry. Ive worked in Market #2, and #35. I deserve better. But they've soured me. I HATE it now. I HATE the entire industry and need out now.
My health and wellness depends on it.
And I dont know how to escape. We can't live on one income. We both make the same $$. That is HALVING our income....and we live paycheck to paycheck with lots of debt....(and we have no "extras"). My cell phone is bare basics....doesnt have any data or text messaging. Our home phone is the base plan with no long distance.....no caller id....no voicemail. Our "cable" is bare.....$35 a month........we dont even have Comedy Central, Mtv or the Disney Channel....no movie channels...just the basic plan. There is nothing else to "cut".
I cannot go back there. I cannot. (excuse me as I cry some more.....)
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