Hermit.

So ive been having a decent week....but been in such an irritated mood.....in my mind Im like, "dude....this rocks....APPRECIATE it"....but my actions are just "EVERYONE GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME"..... Arg. I took the kiddo out last night to McDonalds for dinner, then we went to the movies to see "The Princess & The Frog" she was sooooo excited and was very well behaved. Yet . I. kept. finding. crap. to. annoy. me. .....:-( .....I gotta snap out of this funk. Badly.

I realized today I havent spoken with a single adult since Sunday night......not including a co-worker in passing at work or my daily 5 minute chat with Mike on the phone. How depressing. While Paige is good to chat with.....a lot of it is edited chat, you know? Or.....stuff I dont want to get into with a 4 year old.....cause then I have to explain every piece of it.

What I wouldnt pay to be able to talk to an adult that cared for an UNLIMITED amount of time. I have soooo much to say to Mike every night.....that I end up talking his poor ear off during his break....and he always ends up having to stop me mid-sentence cause break-time is over. :-/ ...

So yea, thats my problem. It's Thursday, its been 4 days since I have had more than 5 minutes of adult interactions. I am becoming a fucking hermit. I just wanna cry.

Or wish I had ACTUAL friends. You know, ones that stop by and do stuff together. Ones that call out of the blue to just say "hey!". Yea..... the ones I dont have anymore.

Arg.