Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Updates and such..

I wish there was a way to mentally blog! While driving or falling asleep at night, I come up with all these things I need to blog about. However, when the time comes to sit down and type it out....its all lost! Taping my thoughts and transcribing them has crossed my mind......but I worked in a law office for 3 years and vowed to NEVER put myself through the torture of transcription again. ;-)

Yet again, I am enduring the hell that is called "Taste of Home". Read Jan-March blogs from the past 2 years, and you will see similar posts to this. Every year I wish and hope that this will be my last year having to endure this crap.... and this year I *almost* was granted that... as we were NOT going to do it after it publicly SUCKED last year.... however, dollar signs speak bigger thoughts. Ugh. I secretly hope I am living in Massachusetts, in our new home...with a decent PT job.... this time next year. Well, that's not so secret, is it? Ive been wishing this for a few years now. Its my pipe dream, I suppose.

I got an ingrown nail on my foot right now...that's hurting like a bitch! Waiting for the podiatrist office to call me with an appointment date! Ugh!

Also waiting for the surgeon's office to call me. I discovered a lump about 2 months ago....you cant feel it laying down, only standing up. My lymph nodes are OK and a breast u/s came back "normal"....they say it looks like a clump of normal breast tissue....possibly a side effect from the pregnancy and nursing. However, with my maternal family history...we need to be proactive and double check. I had a follow up appt yesterday, the lump is still there, hasnt changed. Meeting with a surgeon to discuss possibly doing a more thorough mammogram or a needle biopsy. Fun fun fun!

Paige has had soooo many snow days so far this year! Poor kid is going to be going to school til the end of June at this point! Even she is tired of the snow. There's so much of it out there, and so many layers of different consistencies, that it is useless! You cant sled on it or even build a snow man. Bummer.

Dylan is doing well and now does full belly laughs, which is the CUTEST thing in the world...you cant help but giggle along with him! :-D

I had a dream the other night....he was older and had a mop top of dark brown hair...and I kept commenting on how I couldn't believe how tall he had gotten (he was about 7 or 8 in the dream and almost up to my shoulder!)..Kinda cool. :-)

Gotta get back to work...

1 comment:

Emily said...

I hear ya about forgetting what you want to write about! I think that's why I don't update my blog - I *think* there's nothing to say, but really, I probably have a LOT to say...
Sorry you're still not living your dream - that's always hard. I think it's important for your mind and heart to keep up hope for it though. It's not too impossible!
Sorry about the toenail and the lump issue. =( That's not fun.
I want to see a video of D laughing!! That's the BEST stage - I just loooove it!