Monday, September 14, 2009

Hey...Post 100!

Wish I had something profound for Post #100..

But I dont.

Im having a pity party tonight. Month #5...and yet another BFN. :-( .....

This isn't going as planned. This was supposed to happen last year. And got pushed back.. Then pushed again. Time finally came....and nothing is happening. Frustrating.

I don't need the "it'll happen when it's time" speech. Yes, I am thankful for my beautiful healthy daughter, she means the world to me. She wants this too...... she's even begun a pile of her old toys & books .......

*sigh* ...

4 comments:

Emily said...

Dang it, Vicki!!!! I'm so sorry!! I know how frustrating it is.

Are you thinking about going in to the Dr. at all? Just to make sure there aren't any problems?

I'm scared that I won't be able to get pregnant when DH gets back. :( I HATE the stress of TTC now - why can't it always just happen accidentally?

Vicki said...

i think i too am too afraid to go to the docs..... i just want it to happen. on. its. own.

Now.


:-/

Vicki said...

imagine a grown woman throwing a kicking & screaming tantrum on the floor....thats what i wanna do right about now. :-P

Erin said...

Oh Vicki I'm so sorry! It always makes me mad that you have to TRY and get pregnant! Makes all those years taking the little pill so frustrating!