Well.....we've been saying "Something's gonna give...." for the past few years, and last night, it did.
I just cannot trust my husband, and that is that. No, he didnt cheat on me, and i do trust him to be faithful---- but i cannot trust him to be reliable--- this isnt a recent issue--- its been ongoing. He has his moments where he is "all in"....but mostly, it is fleeting moments....they fade quickly, and I am again left to have no one i can completely trust and rely on.
This is not a marriage. It never had been.
On a happier note, Paige and I are ok physically-- her wrist/arm is healing quick-- my leg is feeling better and all i have is a purple & blue nasty bruise on my palm/wrist left.
What to do next....i do not know.
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