I keep waiting for the joyous part of my pregnancy to arrive....
But instead....I feel that all Ive done is ruin our marriage. I don't think he wants any of this. All it's done is upset his world, and left me to keep my excitement inside. No one wants to talk about it. No one wants to celebrate it. Isn't every baby worth celebration? He won't even talk about any of it.
I hope Dylan never knows this, and that Paige forgets all the negativity she is surrounded by daily.
What is to come, I don't know.
No comments:
Post a Comment